Hanging out in my room talking about this special girl slash women who i care about and love blocked

Matthew Ellis or Ellis Incorporated Hanging out in my room talking about this special woman who i care about and love blocked me and i don't know why but i was hoping and preying that i was going to be her special man that she cared about. And is one of the hardest things to do let her go because i loved her so much and cared about her and i cared about the best for her and i wish that she would slow down and see and be around the people that care about her for who she is and i never ever believed she was using me or anything i always believe that she cared about me because she mad me believe who i was and made me feel special also was the only women in this world that gave me butterflies in my stomach