im god // vent

song is a slowed version of: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_rkPZVq0Vk inspired by the asphyxiate meme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2IYvSlnEQM i made this because i honestly feel scared to be myself because being in the position i'm in can make me feel worthless or have a god complex. and since i am aware of this, i try to control both sides as much as possible, to go back to when i never felt that way. but sometimes i feel like i can't even remember who i used to be. sometimes i feel like i'm not pushing myself hard enough to please other people with my art, but i also want to remember that i don't just do what i do to make others like me,, i do it because i'm passionate, because i love making art, and if people don't like me then so be it. i just made this to relieve my stress and make something and post it. also im posting it here instead of my vent account bc i like it too much. ;w; ♢♢♢ fps: 6 time taken: idk how long but i was making it during 2 days character/s: crystal, tyler ♢♢♢ ♡♡♡ https://www.deviantart.com/kittydogcrystal https://twitter.com/KittydogCrystal https://soundcloud.com/kittydog098 https://www.instagram.com/kittydog098 https://www.patreon.com/kittydog ♡♡♡