My Youtube friend, Sisjewell wrote me a beautiful song she simply pinned, "Jamie's Song" It's based on my past and overcoming abuse by a parent (my mother)
Dark Silence 375 was so touched by the song and my story, he made a mvid out of it and has since taken it off his channel, giving me full rights to it . So, I'm posting it in on my channel .
Thank you both very much.
Lyrics:
You, you should have been a soft place
I, I could have known some tenderness
But you, you never understood how much
I, I needed you treat me with gentleness
Why, why would you tell me everyday
That you, you never wanted me anyway
I, I've had to fight a lifetime of
Pain, pain you could've spared me if you had tried
I've tried to fill the void in my heart but the hole will never heal
You took but you never gave of your love all you gave to me was fear
But I, I will find the strength to go forward, forward with my life
And I, I will find my wings and fly to my castle in the sky
Who, who gave you the right to chose
If you would love or if you would abuse
How, How can you live with knowing what
I, I had to live through because of you
repeat chorus and bridge