[Mayu] VOCALOID 3 ~Kodoku no Bannin~ Guard of Loneliness sub esp & romaji + English translation

canción lanzada por SCL Project antes del debut oficial de Mayu (dic,5) TIENEN PEDIDOS??!! DEJENLOS AQUI : https://www.facebook.com/pages/-Kira-/434110526608052?ref=hl I do not own nothing but the translation English Translation 2 am in an empty station which is currently my home And I found myself in such a scene I was left behind now I am all by myself in this world Suddenly tears came up I don't get close to people 'cuz I'm afraid of being hurt So I scream with all my fury "it's the fault of this f* world" I feel trapped by the things that I cannot see, and it gets harder and harder to breath I cut the hand that tried to help me In order to become your number one I have destroyed everything Is it a sin to want to be loved? To have hope is so painful it almost breaks my heart It is really a nuisance to be alone Guard of loneliness I just want to stay away for a while By wearing a fake smile From a very high spot, triumphantly I'll raise my face and right in front of my eyes you'll disappear This lonely and black sky Let's dye it in red distorting the landscape Since I don't wanna hear your voice anymore I'll cover my ears These hands, these eyes and this heart are not longer needed Do I really want to belong to somebody or Do I want to impose my own selfishness? Wanting to feel needed is disagreeable or is it just being selfish? If I can't get what I want then I'll just break it all I really hate my selfish personality To love is so painful that with a shot I'll murder my heart I want you to understand me although it is impossible Guard of loneliness In order to become your number one I have destroyed everything Is it a sin to want to be loved? To have hope is so painful it almost breaks my heart It is really a nuisance to be alone Guard of loneliness