[MMD] i lie to myself

I wanted to upload something for my birthday. So here you go. Why I chose to make this for my birthday... I'm just edgy okay ~CREDITS~ ~Motion~ Me ~Models~ Ryou and Nun Hatsuko by me - https://www.deviantart.com/chrissynoelle/art/Ryou-796192546, https://www.deviantart.com/chrissynoelle/art/Nun-Hatsuko-817185910 ~Stage~ Aerith's Church Stage - https://www.deviantart.com/mmdkasumi2140/art/MMD-Aerith-s-Church-Dl-777602834 ~Effects~ AutoLuminous4 S5TLite Shader MotionBlur3 bleach bypass o_Monochrome PowerDOF CheapLens ~Audio~ I Lie to Myself from 30 Rock - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6t2etnpEDs ~Programs~ MikuMikuDance Adobe Premiere Pro CC 2018 - Inspired by akaiihana