?Relaxing Bits of Summer ⁄⁄CatCreature

?check our my sister and my new art channel- http://bit.ly/pyperbleu ______________ ? i n t h i s v l o g 00:15 outfit- old (fast fashion :-/ ) 00:40 *earrings- https://go.magik.ly/ml/pion/ *necklace- similar https://go.magik.ly/ml/piop/ *lipstick- https://go.magik.ly/ml/ozxe/ 01:55 shift dress- thrifted 05:30 bikini- https://www.freedombeachwear.com/store/c1/shop 06:30 cat carrier- https://amzn.to/2KQmlyR 08:00 cat scratcher- https://amzn.to/2HkNDuK 09:50 jacket- thrifted 15:00 gotham pan- https://amzn.to/2ZlJHQS 16:30 red top- thrifted pants- old website: www.pyperbleu.com ______________ ?D I S C O U N T S F O R Y O U? $10 OFF GRUBHUB (FOOD!!) http://fbuy.me/kUvya 10% OFF GLOSSIER https://re.glossier.com/c54b655a 20% OFF KBEAUTY/SKINCARE (soko glam) http://rwrd.io/iu7lo19 $40 on AIRBNB https://www.airbnb.com/c/annabelleg1021?currency=USD 20% OFF VITAMIN A SWIMSUITS http://vitaminaswim.refr.cc/annabelle $10 RAKUTEN (cashback) https://www.rakuten.com/r/ANNABE2326?eeid=28187 ?F I N D M E____________ instagram: http://instagram.com/pyperbleu twitter: https://twitter.com/pyperbleu Cats’ instagram: http://instagram.com/catcreatures ?V I D E O______________ -Final Cut Pro x edited by me -Canon G7x Mark II https://amzn.to/2EKpKM0 ?M U S I C______________ from Epidemic sound ?FTC disclaimer- Not a sponsored video. Some links in promo section are affiliate links, in which I receive commission from transactions (i.e. amazon). products mentioned that are gifted to me by kind friends at brands are marked with a (*). dear friend, happy end of august T_T crying because it's basically a week before school starts. shouldn't I be excited? I know there are schools that are already in session, how's it going for your first week? This vlog is a mish mash of the things that happened in the month of july, from when I visited Tyler's family for the first time, to bringing our kitten Bambi home. A lot of the days were peaceful, me watching Sherlock (for the first time) while Bambi napped, doing some yoga with the 2 kittys being rambunctious, and working on my website/editing. I will always cherish that feeling of peace, because I know not long from now, I'll be hit with the day-to-day grind of school and work routine again. I'm working on how to shake the qualms and the challenges that I keep presenting myself, where I seriously feel incapable of accomplishing the things that I want to do. I either underestimate myself, or just feel very shy about sharing my ideas because I don't feel ready for others to see/hear it yet. I realize that it's not about starting when you feel ready. granted, sometimes it's great if we are- but I also feel like it's a deep rooted self doubt that whispers "you aren't ready" or "not yet" or "when you really have the time to concentrate" you should go for it. i don't like that about myself at all. And I also feel guilty when people look at me and say what???? and then continue to compliment me on how great and capable they think I am. I wish i could easily live up to what others believe in myself, but I also know for a fact that it's gotta come from myself. I think I took a big hit this last term in school, where I wasn't passionate about the things I worked on, my classes were unenjoyable, and I felt frustrated about my assignments because I cared way too much about the teacher's input. (even though I literally vowed not to do that again) so now.... I'm gonna vow again. Gotta try again. Some thoughts in the last week have been good reminders for myself: 1. no one is watching your every move, free yourself 2. focus on how you see and learn from the world, not how the world sees you 3. you are loved by the right people, and that is enough please tell me other thoughts that you live by or meditate to, because it truly is helpful. until next time, lovely friend. Love, Annabelle