S t a r d u s t

~ Where did you go? Are you afraid? Are you lonely? Are you happy? Are you safe? Do you still remember? Do you miss us? Will you try to come back? Did you find a new home to call your own? I wish I had known when it happened I wish I had never let you out of my sight I miss you so much I wish that you were here I blame myself I pray every day for your safety I am so sorry It's hard to do anything without you here It's hard not to worry more every day It's hard not to break into tears It's hard just to function Will you ever forgive me? Will you ever forget me? You were born alone You are so strong and smart You have so much courage And I have so much faith in you You are just like my child And I have let you down I will never forgive myself I saved you when you had no one But you saved me when I had nothing left Will I ever see you again? You are our light You are our everything We can't face this chaotic, dark world without you Please come back to us ~