Sayoko (Piano Ver.) ✩ English Cover【Sayri】小夜子

I feel so empty inside. And yet my heart still aches. It's been exactly a year since I first uploaded a cover, and I hope to improve more and learn more in the coming years! Thank you for 300+ subs as well! The support has been so overwhelming ;o;;;;; I was seriously debating between using AndoryuNii's lyrics and making my own because I love those lyrics so much, but I ended up writing my own version to add a more personal touch to it. -CREDITS- Original Video: ✧ NND: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm15251289 ✧ YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHm6BjJqIsE Music/Lyrics: MikitoP/みきとP ✧ NND: http://www.nicovideo.jp/user/276638 ✧ YT: https://www.youtube.com/user/TeiTeiMikito Piano Arrange: Wing/うぃんぐ (user/18270971) Vocals/Lyrics/Mix/Art/Video: Me (My lyrics are free for anyone to use!!) -LYRICS- I can see there's nothing for me but tea, pills, and lies I can search for something more, yet I won't be alright Popping pills into my mouth, feeling nervous inside I bear unease and start to cry I can see there's nothing clean here, my hands shake with sin I can tell my phone is dirty with grime from my skin And again, my hair is tangled like my mind within It's nothing new, life wears me thin Looking back now, looking back now, I tell Seeing those scars on my wrist I made when I broke and fell And wished for hell Criss-cross, gone, lost, I hurt as well Closing my eyes, I shut out my own pleas Seeing bright light is a wish I'll only dream I don't know It pains and aches me to breathe I can see my dearest friends living on, passing by I can't tell them of my problems, they don't have the time Reaching out, but growing weary, they all say goodbye I bear it all, my lonely life I can grin like I'm so happy, like I feel no pain Can they tell that it's an act and I'm going insane? And again, I feel no pride, I don't have to explain My boring life, so lone and lame Lying right down, lying right now, I dream Falling straight through to a sleep where I'd never wake and see This hateful me Tick tock, this clock chimes endlessly Closing my eyes, say I climb this rooftop Swaying right there, will I slip and will I drop? I don't know This world still wants me to stop Why do I feel like there's a hole inside my heart? Why do I feel like my own life will break me apart? How can I tell I'm really alive? Oh please, just let me die Looking back now, looking back now, I tell Seeing those scars on my wrist I made when I broke and fell And wished for hell Criss-cross, gone, lost, I hurt as well Closing my eyes, I shut out my own pleas Seeing bright light is a wish I'll only dream I don't know It hurts, please help me Try as I might, I can't describe this pain How can I feel as my mind is eating my soul away? My heart can ache everyday For now, I can't find my way This emptiness will stay Please let me fade away