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English Lyrics:
Flower
I will be changed!
Corrected ・ Trained, Master
I can see my internal organs changing
Mashed down, Painted over
Until my brain tissue is painted your color
I am an artificial flower
A false image without substance, monster
The obstructive flowers were all mowed down
Thinned out, Trampled
Liquid flying around like sow
Like a picture of hell, Hellfire
This field of flowers, Destroyed
Searched for blood, Searched for life
And then I met you
Hey, I'm trembling
Poking the pure white hole
I pretend that I'm not tired of moving around
Again, I hold my wrist out to the darkness over there
When you use such clever language you seem much more than yourself
Please tear off one flower petal of lies
From the distant but vivid, deep crimson rose
My corrupted body was used like a grain sampler in a needle point holder
This hand teased me
I'll make you pretty
An unreliable password
Eradication ・ Castration, Doctor
It was left in my heart
I was stabbed with a needle, It stopped there
Where my body was torn up
Your face was left behind
Drowning in the tangled hair
My blood was drained, I searched for any life
That still was remaining in my arm
Pesticides scatter, Methamidophos
Skin melts From the heat
It's the same if it disappears, The excited maggot
Enters through the mouth, Violating
Your seed, Fully using me
Being choked all throughout the night
A baby seedling Smeared with drugs
I will try to do Whatever you want
Why do you violate me even in your death? (HATE HATE HATE)
Why do you drive me insane even in your death?(HATE HATE HATE)
Why do you mislead me even in your death?(HATE HATE HATE)
The atonement is over、Why did you attack me?
Holding a grudge and hatred for 10,000 years, Angry roar
Everything was kept on the child's shoulders
Breaking the cloudiness, Until a single thread remains
(Your rose me...)
All the flowers were scattered and floating around without the soil
I was exhausted and buried myself in the dirt
I want to hear your heartbeat
The pure flower returns once again
I want you to hold me that way once again
Invite me to hell
So I can meet you
Romaji Lyrics:
I will be changed !
kyōsei chōkyō shite masutā
gozōroppu o kaete miseruwa
suritsubushite nuritsubushite
hone no zui made anatashoku
watashi wa zōka
kyozō jittai nai monsutā
jamana hana wa subete karitotte
mabiki shite fumi tsubushite
ekitai tobichiru buzamana mesu buta
jigoku ezu no yōna gōka
kono kōhai shita hanahata
chi o sagashite nama o sagashite
anata wa watashi ni deau
hora miburui shiteru
uro o tsukare masshiro
shirinagara minu furi o suru no ni tsukarete
mata yami no mukō tekubi kazasu watashi
takumina kotoba tsukau yori anata jishin de
uso no hanabira ichi mai zutsu haidekudasai
azayakana shinku no bara ni wa tōi
fuhai shita shintai kenzan ni sashi
kono te de naburitsukushite
anata wo kirei nishiteageru
futashikana angō
konzetsu kyosei shite dokutā
nokosareta watashi no shinzō ni
kugi o sashite sonotokoro tomete
hikisakareta nikutai wa doko ka
anata no omokage o nokoshi
ibitsuna ogushi wa kakikeshite
chi o nagashite nama o sagashite
ima nao watashi no ude ni
nōyaku mo maku metamidohosu
hifu ga tokeru atsukute
kierya onaji waku ujimushi
kuchi ni shinnyū shi okasare
anata no shushi gijutsu kushi shi
shiboritori shi nichi no yoru
akago no nae kusuri nure
omoidōri ni shiyō to suru
naze anata wa shishite nao watashi o okasuno ? ( HATE HATE HATE )
naze anata wa shishite nao watashi o kuruwasuno ? ( HATE HATE HATE )
naze anata wa shishite nao watashi o madowasuno ? ( HATE HATE HATE )
shokuzai wa owatta hazu , naze watashi o osō
man nen no urami to zōo dogō
subete seotta chigo
kudaku kondaku tatta hitotsu no ito
( Your rose me ...)
maiagari chiri hate hana wa nai tsu chi
kokatsu shita daichi ni hō o ume
anata no kodō o kikō to suruno
kegarenaki bara ni kaeri mōichido
sono te de idaki yosete hoshī
watashi o sasoi jigoku e
soredemo anata ni aerunara
Original Japanese Lyrics:
I will be changed!
矯正・調教して マスター
五臓六腑を変えて見せるわ
磨り潰して 塗り潰して
骨の髄まで貴方色
私は造花
虚像実体無い モンスター
邪魔な花は全て刈り取って
間引きして 踏み潰して
液体飛び散る無様な雌豚
地獄絵図の様な 業火
この荒廃した花畑
血を探して 生を探して
貴方は私に出会う
ほら 身震いしてる
虚を突かれ真っ白
知りながら見ぬ振りをするのに疲れて
また闇の向こう手首翳す私
巧みな言葉使うより貴方自身で
嘘の花びら一枚づつ剥いで下さい
鮮やかな深紅の薔薇には遠い
腐敗した身体剣山に刺し
この手で嬲り尽くして
貴方ヲ綺麗ニシテアゲル
不確かな暗号
根絶・去勢して ドクター
残された私の心臓に
釘を刺して 其処留めて
引き裂かれた肉体はどこか
貴方の面影を残し
歪な御髪はかき消して
血を流して 生を探して
今尚私の腕に
農薬も撒く メタミドホス
皮膚が溶ける 熱くて
消えりゃ同じ 沸く蛆虫
口に進入し 侵され
貴方の種子 戯術駆使し
絞り採りし 日の夜
赤子の苗 薬塗れ
思い通りに しようとする
何故貴方は死して尚私を犯すの? (HATE HATE HATE)
何故貴方は死して尚私を狂わすの?(HATE HATE HATE)
何故貴方は死して尚私を惑わすの?(HATE HATE HATE)
贖罪は終った筈、何故私を襲う
万年の恨みと憎悪 怒号
総て背負った稚児
砕く混濁 たった一つの糸
(Your rose me...)
舞い上がり散り果て華は無い壌(つち)
枯渇した大地に頬を埋め
あなたの鼓動を聴こうとするの
穢れ無き薔薇に帰りもう一度
その手で抱き寄せて欲しい
私を誘い地獄へ
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